The Cosmic Punchline
James KentChapter 22: Psychedelic Information Theory Although we have covered a
lot of territory discussing the cognitive effects of psychedelics, it is worth
noting that there are a wide range of subtleties and extremities within the
various experiences I have outlined thus far. All cognitive events are built on
top of complex perceptual, somatic, and emotional effects to create a much
larger, richer, and more immersive experience than a simple epiphany or
a surreal blending of ideas would imply. We have covered the basics of neural
connectivity, logic processing, and how raw sense data is passed from one area
of the brain to the next in order to parse meaning and make accurate memory
imprints. We have shown how the formation and recall of memory (in the form of
synaptic connections) creates the very foundations of learning, identity, and
creativity; the building blocks of all knowledge, personality, science,
civilization, and faith. We have also looked at what happens when the logic
processing networks become excited, interrupted, and just plain worked-over
with psychedelic use, and have discussed the pitfalls of delusional ideation
traps created in ritualized psychedelic brainwashing scenarios. And on top of
it all, we have touched briefly on the notion of the universe as a series of
fractal energy patterns recurring through time, and the very real mystical
sensation that there is an interconnected web of "unified order" that
encompasses everything, repeating, expanding, and unfolding ever-outward from a
singular timeless point. And we have seen how all of these thoughts and
rudimentary bits and pieces of the personal and transpersonal psyche get
hyper-activated, hyper-connected, and hyper-analyzed in the psychedelic state —
sometimes to absurd and paranoid extremes. But the question remains, have we
learned anything yet? Are we any wiser for knowing all this?
When we take apart the pieces
of the brain and see how they work, we don't always get a full picture of what
we are studying. All we see are little bundles of specialized networks
squirting analog data at each other to generate an "ordered glow" of logical
current flowing through the cranium. Moving networked current through a
salt-water medium is the ancient electro-chemical alchemy of thought itself,
and it is quite a trick. Calcifying these electro-chemical patterns (thoughts
and sensations) into networked synapses is the primal trick of organism-level
information storage, or neural memory. I would say that these two tricks are
the very basic elements needed for organism sentience, and these tricks
have been coded in our DNA almost since the beginning of life itself. The more
complex the neural network becomes, the more sentient, self-aware, and capable
of memory storage it becomes. The more synaptic connections the brain matter
holds, the more robust its logic-processing and memory structures will be. How
we wound up with such a fancy processor
in the dome is something neurologists and anthropologists have been analyzing
for years now — the very trick of human sentience itself. According to
evolutionary theory, there was a tipping point about a hundred thousand
years ago where our cranial size and our manual dexterity evolved in such a way
to allow us to develop specialized neural networks for manipulating tools and
language, creating music and appreciating humor, manufacturing civilization and
creating technology, and all the other behaviors that separate us from the
feral beasts. In evolutionary terms, it did not take us very long to master
these tasks, but once we did, we took off running. And all of
this was made possible by the complex neural networks in our Homo sapiens
neo-cortex.
The reality is that the
separation between Homo sapiens and the lower beasts is very thin,
a few centimeters to be exact, which is roughly the width of the human
neocortex. This few extra square inches of cranial space is all that was needed
to stuff all the species-specific logic-processing routines that make us Homo
sapiens what and who we are. This little miracle of cranial
capacity is more than a function of luck, it is a function of successful
design, and it is hard not to claim bragging rights in this respect. In
the evolutionary race towards sentience, who figured the prize would go to the
upright hominids first? But here we are. And what is a function of luck
is that you and I were born into this exclusive club of sentient
hominids, despite the long odds against such a thing happening. Just imagine
being born a few rungs down the evolutionary ladder; we'd be little more than
grunting dung-throwers, too afraid of fire to even dream of taming it. But we
got lucky, yes, we caught a confluence of events in species evolution that
granted us the gift of sentience, analytical thought, and all the miracles and
plagues of modern humanity that go along with those things. We were born Homo
sapiens, and apparently we are the only ones in our local universe
to have evolved with the specific disease of perpetually needing to explore,
discover, and build newer and more powerful things in order to explore,
discover, and build even newer and more powerful things. Do you see a
repetitive pattern here? If not, let me illustrate further:
A strand of human DNA
contains roughly 3 billion base pairs (or bits) of data that contain the
entire instruction set for building a living breathing person. This code, this
genetic instruction set, is the end-product of billions of years of evolution.
If the universe is indeed one giant function for churning out new iterations of
successful organisms, then we, Homo sapiens, are the end product of this
function spread over a few billion years. I am the end product of the
universal function (to date). You are the end product of the universal
function to date. The rats that eat our garbage (and our garbage, and the
insects and bacterium that live in it) are the end product of the universal
function to date. And this is the cosmic joke in a nutshell: As insignificant
as you and I (or the insect, or the bacteria) may seem against the sheer size
of the universe, the universe, so far, has all been prelude to us. You
and I were not spun out of nothing, there is an unbroken chain of mechanistic
causality that starts at the beginning of time and leads up to each and every
one of our conceptions and births. There is fate at play; luck; destiny;
whatever you want to call it. The odds of existing at all are slim; the
odds of having a somewhat durable form amidst the chaotic background noise of
the universe are even slimmer; but the odds of being self-aware and able
to grok the universe in it's infinitely recursive fullness... The odds of such a
thing happening seem astronomical indeed, yet here we are. It is a trick we
humans can perform with ease. And this, of course, is the cosmic
punchline: You matter. Yes, you. We. Us. People matter. Homo
sapiens represents an evolutionary pinnacle that the universe has been
frantically striving for, and now we are here. We represent the hopes and
dreams of not only our families and genetic tribes, but of our species, and of
all life on Earth. We are 21st century Homo sapiens:
animalistic in nature yet divine in spirit; at the top of our evolutionary
game; primed with the tools to adapt and grow; self-aware and self-actualized;
ready to take on any challenge...
So what do we do now?
To me, this is the one big
un-answered, un-talked about problem with psychedelic exploration and theory in
general. Within the psychedelic literature there is a lot of emphasis on what
we know — the details of certain plants and substances, the
pharmacology, the history, the botany, the chemistry, the lore, etc. — but very
rarely do people talk about what we are supposed to be doing with these
substances, or why we should be doing them at all. There is a lot of talk of
expanded consciousness and species evolution, but what does that expanded
consciousness or evolution ultimately get you? What is the capital you
take away from the experience that makes all the work worthwhile? Does the
experience change you? Does it make you a better person? What do you learn from
it? How do you grow from it?
There are many sticky issues
wrapped up in wrestling with the cosmic joke. Why are we here? Is there a God?
Do I have a soul? Did God plan all this, or is it all sort of random? Did my
existence somehow affect the unfolding of reality up until now? Was I fated to
be? What am I destined to become? Do my actions affect the past as well as the
future? Can I make a real difference in the universe somehow? If so, what kind
of a difference can I, or should I make? These are the existential questions raised
when one really digs into the "consciousness expanding" aspects of
psychedelics. The human consciousness can expand only so far, and when it bumps
up against the edges of the universe it realizes that it — the 21st
century human brain — is indeed the most powerful and complex computing machine
going right now. So, by inference, the task of universal self-analysis has
revealed that the responsibility for universal self-analysis belongs solely to
us humans (how is that for a systemic recursive statement). We are literally
the eyes and ears and minds of the planet, watching it all go down, tasked with
keeping it all in order. Have a good laugh realizing that you spent all that
time analyzing the universe just to realize that everything that is happening right
now, in this moment, right in front of you, is still the most important
thing that there is. How could you forget that? The existential crisis
is now tipped over on it's head. The perspective of self-activation is
refracted through a temporal lens, and the existential question is no longer
"How did we get here?" or "Why are we here?" The question simply becomes,
"Where do we go from here?"
Of all the issues confronted
in the ongoing integration of psychedelics into modern culture, the question of
"What next?" is the most troubling. Leary wanted to liberate minds, Manson and
MKULTRA wanted to enslave them. McKenna preached of an Archaic Revival and an
Eschaton, Huxley envisioned an elitist psychedelic priesthood ruling over a highly-ordered
fascist utopia. Leary changed his story when the whole "tune in, turn on, drop
out" thing fell apart, and decided that SMIILE (Space Migration, Increased
Intelligence, and Life Extension) was the secret psychedelic plan for
immortality among the stars. In many ways I think Leary's SMIILE is the most
forward thinking of any psychedelic prophecy to date, and is conceptually much
more attractive (to me at least) than other prophecies which rely on utopian
visions or a vague singularity event (in 2012 or so) where something beyond
our control happens that changes things forever. What all of these
psychedelic prophecies are getting at, though, is the question of "What happens
next?" Do we, as a species, wait it out and let good-old genetic mutation
happen naturally when the time is right (singularity theory), or do we begin
planning new utopian communities and trans-human migration into space right
now (conscious evolution)? While the thought of designing our own destiny seems
cool, it also seems unlikely given the current human geo-political squalor and
general nation-state inertia. It would no doubt take a singularity event of
some kind to jolt the world into adopting such a forward-thinking stance as
SMIILE, or to really put the resources behind technology that would support
human space migration or long-term species sustainability. This is happening
already, maybe not in the U.S., but in China and Japan they are thinking
seriously about a long-term destiny for humans in space. As for intelligence
increase and life extension, these will continue to happen naturally as we
learn more about health, medicine, and our own organic systems. But even if we
are smarter and live longer, what should we be planning for? What should we be
hoping for? As a species, and as the self-actualized representatives of life on
Earth (and in the local universe, as far as we know), what should we be
striving for? What do the enlightened psychedelic individuals (or any
individuals for that matter) actually have to say in this regard that makes any
sense at all?
Over the years I have
noticed a few trends in the end-process of existential psychedelic thinking.
The process of psychedelic self-actualization generally leads towards one or
both of the following dualistic ideals: An embrace of transpersonal ideals that expand beyond the
the self (transpersonal awareness); and an embrace of the sensual, reveling in the transient needs of flesh and the human form
(hedonistic self-glorification). Psychedelic messiahs generally adopt both
extremes of this platform, allowing for both pious moralizing about the fate of
the Earth, the environment, and the evolution of the human species
(transpersonal causes), while simultaneously proselytizing about the liberating
effects of free love, ecstatic dance, mind expansion, tribal adornments, and
all the trappings that go along with modern psychedelic hedonist culture. Many
people confuse the transpersonal and hedonistic extremes, and actually begin to
equate hedonistic things like free love and tattoos and trance-dancing with
transpersonal causes like saving the rainforests and ending the spread of
radioactive waste — as if all of these activities had the same kind of
beneficial evolutionary impact. I am not saying that they don't, but I am more
inclined to give credit to the people who actually take up transpersonal causes
(such as academic research, activism, or political work) as opposed to those
who spend their lives mostly partying and giving the occasional lip service to
social causes and psychedelic spirituality. I believe there is a balance to be
found here — and that values of hedonistic culture can mesh very well with
larger transpersonal causes — but I also believe there is a lot of unchecked
hypocrisy in the psychedelic underground in this regard. I have personally
noticed that in psychedelic subcultures, the hedonistic urges often trump the transpersonal ideals. Not always,
but often.
But not all of the going
psychedelic dogma is hypocrisy. There is a truth to the transpersonal trends
that have evolved from wide-scale psychedelic experimentation. The first one
that I have personally noticed is that exposure to psychedelic consciousness
often leads to personal changes in one's diet, be it in the form of
vegetarianism, veganism, raw-foodism, organic foodism, or some other set of
dietary habits that seeks to improve health, minimize toxins, reduce the
slaughter of animals, and reduce the environmental impact of food production.
This would be classified as a transpersonal ideal that also has marginally
hedonistic implications: The hedonistic desire to eat animal flesh and ice
cream must be repressed to embrace the transpersonal vegan ideal, but the vegan
may also take just as much pleasure from eating an organic plum as the next
person, and will also enjoy the long-term benefits of a low-cholesterol diet
over the course of a lifetime. In many ways, this simple act of being more
conscious about your personal diet creates a chain reaction of transpersonal
effects that go far beyond you. And this is perhaps the best single example I
can give on how psychedelic effects at the individual level eventually
reverberate to affect the culture at large. Now I do not have any statistics on
vegetarianism over the past fifty years, but I would bet that if you started in
the 1950s and tracked the rise of vegetarianism in the US along with the popularity
of psychedelic drugs, you would find a pretty startling
corollary there. I cannot state there is a definite one-to-one ratio of
psychedelic use = vegetarianism, but I will confidently state that the more
exposure one has had to psychedelics as well as people who have been
influenced by psychedelics, the more likely they are to experiment with
vegetarian and other low-impact dietary choices. I say this because I have seen
it to be true from my own experience in and around psychedelic subcultures.
This is not to say that psychedelics are directly responsible for the
vegetarian movement, but they are definitely part of the formula here.
In addition to the impact of
psychedelics over personal dietary choices, there are also corollary increases
in awareness over global issues like environmental degradation, third-world
labor rights, starvation and famine, and animal rights. Some of these
transpersonal causes may be spread virally throughout grassroots groups (like
the "Free Tibet" and anti-Globalization movement), yet others seem to be handed
down directly from the "plant spirits" in the thick of a psychedelic journey
(as in the "Gaian Mind" wing of the environmental movement). And taking this
thought to its logical conclusion, you would expect that with the simple
application of a few psychedelic mushrooms you would be able to turn a
sheltered, suburban, middle-class kid into a radical crusader for environmental
rights almost overnight (dreadlocks optional). This propensity for radical
psychedelic transformation among sheltered young adults has pretty much been
proven beyond a shadow of a doubt by now, which is why the government got so
wrung up about them in the first place. But there is a lot going on in
this psychedelic personality transformation that should be very carefully
studied. Is the Gaian Mind actually exerting influence over these people in
some way — turning them into soldiers for Mother Earth — or are these
psychedelic ideals merely echoes of the liberal values we've been taught to
embrace via sacred hippie mythology? And does the psychedelic fascination with
New Age mysticism, Eastern religions, Native American spirituality, the occult,
and Paganism have anything at all to do with all this? I can't help but think
that it does. But how?
Perhaps the simultaneous
awakening of transpersonal and hedonistic impulses conditions the mind to
appreciate beauty and harmony over materialistic notions like industrial
progress and personal gain. Thus, protecting the natural beauty of the
environment and preaching the importance of keeping harmony within our
ecosystem are seen as more "psychedelic" values, while the goals of the socio-economic
rat-race are exposed as competitive, short-sighted, petty, ugly, self-serving,
and destructive on both emotional and environmental levels. But when we get
beyond the vague notions of transpersonal and personal values and start getting
into the root ideologies that create these cultural splits, we can see that
the cosmic joke might be slightly different for every person. For people raised
in the rigid Judeo-Christian culture of mid-to-late 20th century America,
the execution of the cosmic joke was huge. By design, Judeo-Christian faith
and culture is rigidly hierarchical, top-down, monotheistic, and monopolistic:
One God; One Prophet; One Church; One Book; One Message. This is what is known
as a tight paradigm; everything you know about the world is locked into
one box and viewed through one filter. But then along comes psychedelics and
the tight paradigm shatters to pieces, totally busting through the "top-down"
fallacy of spirituality on which our entire culture is based. We suddenly
realize God is not mediated through the Pope or priests or anything like that,
but that God is instantly accessible to all people, all the time. Mysticism is
suddenly real, magic is suddenly real. The top-down model no longer seems
right, it seems ugly and oppressive. Peer-to-peer models of viewing the world
suddenly seem more attractive. So where do we turn? If the psychedelic mind
sees oppression in the classic top-down design of monotheistic art — pyramids,
cathedrals, columns, and cartoon scenes from ancient morality tales — it also
sees beauty and existential truth in the mandalas and ritual symbols of Eastern
mythology and the occult, and recognizes the universality of experiences they
represent. Mandalas are not top-down and unidirectional — imposing order from
above — but are instead peer-to-peer and cyclical, celebrating the ordered
rhythms of life, nature, and the universe. The psychedelic mind looks to Native
American spirituality, Buddhist spirituality, the occult, Paganism, Wicca, and
any other spirituality that has a lexicon for personal transcendence or
transpersonal union with spirits, forces of nature, higher-consciousness, etc.,
because that's what the psychedelic mind now seeks. Once the psychedelic mind
has had an epiphany on the nature of spirituality and culture, the old top-down
monopolistic paradigm no longer fits, it no longer rings true. So, time to
explore some new paradigms, but where to look first? If God does not exists
"out there," perhaps looking inward will provide answers.
It is only natural for young
users of psychedelics to seek out new answers, and many of them do end up
exploring Buddhism, veganism, and other eco-liberal political platforms that
have a transpersonal underdog quality to them. I am not saying this is a good
or bad thing, but I do believe the trend should be looked at very closely.
There is no "default setting" for first-time psychedelic users to return to
once they've had their minds blown open, and very often Buddhism (or some other
eastern discipline like Yoga) — with it's peer-to-peer emphasis on personal
mastery of the meditative mind — is the first place people go to look for
answers. This, of course, leads to an exposure of more "enlightened" spiritual
or transpersonal values, such as vegetarianism, concern for the environment,
concern for human rights, etc. But at the root of all of these changes — the
grokking of the cosmic joke, the awakening of transpersonal identity, the
epiphany of universal consciousness, etc. — is that the human who has been
"turned-on" by psychedelics no longer sees themselves as a lesser cog in a
top-down hierarchy of monopolistic culture; constantly needing to "move up the
social ladder" as it were. Instead, the self-actualized human being views
themselves in terms of their peer-to-peer relationships with God, with other
humans, with the environment, with Gaia, etc. This is at the very heart of the
cosmic joke, that we are all just as important as anything or anyone
else that has ever happened around here. We all matter, and the fate of
human destiny is as much your and my responsibility as anyone else's. Yet, we
are all designed to be greedy and scared, territorial like animals, too busy
clinging to what is ours to even bother thinking about how to make things
better. This is the human condition, the ugly truth the cosmic joke reveals. We
are all trapped between the animal and the divine, wanting someone else to
protect us and give us all the answers, yet yearning to be free to explore and
discover new answers for ourselves.
The cosmic joke is that we
humans are literally flying by the seat of our pants, making it all up
as we go along, speeding forward through space and time towards who knows
what. Nobody has all the answers, nothing is written in stone, and even the
stuff that is written in stone eventually fades away and crumbles. One
day our sun will burn out, our planet will grow cold and die. It is inevitable.
Will we humans go with it, or will humans burn out long before that, possibly
dried out by global warming, possibly killed off by super-viruses or nanotech
or our own superior robot spawn... This is the kind of dismal stuff our esteemed
futurist tend to think up: chaos gone fatally awry sometime in the very near
future, goodbye humans. I personally hold out the hope that we will eventually
find a way to all get along and work towards formulating a sustainable
long-term survival strategy, possibly in space, possibly on other planets, or
who knows where? Through the cosmic lens of expanded consciousness, these are
the only questions that really matter: Where are we going? What is our
ultimate purpose? What is our grand plan? The answer to those questions,
unfortunately, are still up for grabs.
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